Prayer

You say you embrace God
Your arms entwine emptiness
That distorting mirror
You call God

While you pray
Waiting only for your echo
Longing only for your immortal self
To come out of hiding

The stars are exploding
Forever

Mask

That mask you think you hide behind
You fashioned from bits and pieces
Torn from your own heart
And flung into the maelstrom
Without pity,
Without a second glance

I see it written in your soul
Like dead spots on the leaves
Of wakefulness
Like unforgotten regrets
Along strewn alleys

That mask is you no less
Than the unstrange and fatal
Inner master
You stroke so tenderly
Himself a puppet
Himself a summoned
Serpent
Impossible to dismiss

Discard those mirrors
They only contort

The face visible to yourself alone
Is your mask alone

In the unscrubbed mirror: A pond in Cesvaine

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A tree
Jammed helpless
Into soft shoreline watches,
All aflail,
Untethered lilies,
Like unmoored souls
Floating into wilderness.

Wisps of anguish
All but unremembered.

In the unscrubbed mirror: Stork III

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Stride confidently
While you can
Through groomed and gutted pastures,
The Earth laid out
Like a mortal banquet.

You are not
Just the guest.

In the unscrubbed mirror: Talsi lane

Talsi

The wide way home
Weaves uncertainly;
The house
At the bend of the cobbled lane
Seems to have turned its back.

All the same
A gate stands open.