A Mothers Day poem

In winter, the stars
Can suck the light
Right out of the sky.
It must have been like that
The night I was born
In the camp,
Although I had no clue
About that kind of thing.

My brothers, already ancient
Thought the bombed-out
Staircases, leading only up
And nowhere else,
Were built that way on purpose,
For them to play on,
And inevitably jump or fall,
Gravity victorious after all.

Children can’t be disappointed,
Having expected nothing.
Children think hunger
Is normal, pain is life,
And deprivation obvious.

Mothers aren’t like that.
They only wish their children
Could long for something.

Diamonds

“I see portents, omens.
Nothing is as it seems,
everything requires
constant re-interpretation.”

Does it seems like that, then,
to your eyes?
I see the diamonds in your sky
glisten and fall,
neglected.

Out of the wild

That time was dark
A world of silhouettes, cigarette smoke,
A place where light faltered,
Intimidated, burdened
With the smell of whiskey,

The taste of luxurious defeat
Swilled like fine wine gone sour.
The wind blows tough at night
When only fear lights the hollows
Of something like despair.

So here we are, the last of us,
Swizzle-eyed and weary,
Surviving escapees from
What can only be recalled dimly.

I look in the mirror and ask,
Was that really you?

Time, time, time

It’s always the same
when I write, always
litanies,
lists,
comma after comma,
the occasional
semicolon;
there’s even a period now and then.
Never a swan.

Music

We spend our lives
trying to mute the noise
unaware that it’s
the very music of the cosmos
we’re so desperate to hear