Winter

Looking back in the midst of a difficult Spring. This started out as a pair of quasi-haiku.

Tree reaching for sky
Arms wide open
Embracing a winter moon

Winter’s killing freeze
Falls equally on all things
The white crocus waits

Mask

That mask you think you hide behind
You fashioned from bits and pieces
Torn from your own heart
And flung into the maelstrom
Without pity,
Without a second glance

I see it written in your soul
Like dead spots on the leaves
Of wakefulness
Like unforgotten regrets
Along strewn alleys

That mask is you no less
Than the unstrange and fatal
Inner master
You stroke so tenderly
Himself a puppet
Himself a summoned
Serpent
Impossible to dismiss

Discard those mirrors
They only contort

The face visible to yourself alone
Is your mask alone

In the unscrubbed mirror: Stork III

2012 Norway and Latvia 068

Stride confidently
While you can
Through groomed and gutted pastures,
The Earth laid out
Like a mortal banquet.

You are not
Just the guest.

My secretly beautiful mother

Suddenly,
She danced across
The living room floor
Her fat legs transformed
Into feather-light wisps
Of summer air
Arms akimbo
A coquettish smile aglow.

You could have seen the gypsy girl
In her, that ancient thread
Of life she clung
So dearly to
In the face of all
Jesus, Mary, and Joseph
Trying desperately
To send her to hell.

In the unscrubbed mirror: Riga boating

Latvia 2010 045

Life’s a boat,
No ticket required,
No PFD issued,
Just you, naked, barefoot,
All agog,

Wearing only
The Captain’s braid.