Mask

That mask you think you hide behind
You fashioned from bits and pieces
Torn from your own heart
And flung into the maelstrom
Without pity,
Without a second glance

I see it written in your soul
Like dead spots on the leaves
Of wakefulness
Like unforgotten regrets
Along strewn alleys

That mask is you no less
Than the unstrange and fatal
Inner master
You stroke so tenderly
Himself a puppet
Himself a summoned
Serpent
Impossible to dismiss

Discard those mirrors
They only contort

The face visible to yourself alone
Is your mask alone

In the unscrubbed mirror: A pond in Cesvaine

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A tree
Jammed helpless
Into soft shoreline watches,
All aflail,
Untethered lilies,
Like unmoored souls
Floating into wilderness.

Wisps of anguish
All but unremembered.

Along about now

Along about now,
A particular group of photons,
Some 2oo million light years away,
Is heading in our direction.

They’re out there.

At the same time,
A delegation is leaving my face,
Bound for cosmic intersection.

After all the debates have passed,
Long after the poor old Earth
Has been wrung free of its
Infection of life

Two photons,
Their memories wiped clean
Will pass in the distant night
As unaware of our anguish
As we are of their fate

In the unscrubbed mirror: Survey party, Mežitis

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We may embark,
The long unknown before us,
Laden with our tools of discernment,
Our wish for precision
Set athwart us like
A burdened yoke,

But the path, though unseen,
Is well worn, after all.

In the unscrubbed mirror: Krievkalns

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There,
Just off center,
That place is well known,
A point for which
All numbers
Have been recorded,

Except those
Pertaining to the heart.